Of Light, Shadow and Love: Volume 2

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Chapter 8

 

Bluffs and Maneuvers

 

 

 

 

“And you lose,” said Shadowdancer quietly. Only then did Lightsider feel the pinfeather of her wing against his throat. She’d thrust forward with them as she fell, to protect herself. The doctor felt a small trickle of blood run down his throat, and he recalled that last moment.

 

He’d spun and struck at Shadow with everything he had, but as the blade whistled down, he found he couldn’t do it, not even in a simulation. The sword stopped of its own accord just as it touched her. But, as Shadow fell back, her wing thrust forward on reflex. Lightsider realized then, that if he’d pressed his attack, he would have impaled himself on her wing, as he drove the blade into Shadow’s slim throat.

 

“What now?” Shadowdancer’s low chuckle cut through Lightsider’s musings. “Are we going to sit like this for a while?”

 

Lightsider grinned. “Simulation: matte.” He said.

 

The grass, wind and trees froze, and Lightsider backed away from Shadowdancer. He dropped his sword, and it disappeared before hitting the ground.

 

Shadow stood and dusted herself off a bit. “I didn’t need a rest,” she said.

 

Lightsider’s grin opened to a genuine smile. “I know,” he said. “Actuality Simulator: End simulation.”

 

Reality folded back onto Lightsider and Shadow as they seemed to drift back into the VR booths, with their VR helmets and control systems. No one came to help them out of the booths, so they got themselves out.

 

“We stop now?” Shadow said, obviously disappointed.

 

“I think that was enough. We can kill each other later,” he tried to joke, but the joke fell flat, even to his own ears. He shrugged. “It was great, but I felt it was getting too . . . serious, I guess.”

 

Shadow thought about it for a moment. “I thought that was why you wanted a realistic simulation,” she asked.

 

“Well, it is,” Lightsider said. “I guess I’ve forgotten what it’s like to really try to kill someone.”

 

Shadowdancer grinned. “It’s been too long since I’ve fought toe-to-toe and gotten fought to a standstill!”

 

Lightsider smiled and opened the door to the VR room courteously for Shadow. Lightsider gave a sheepish grin, and Shadowdancer marveled. His transformation from warrior back to meek doctor was so complete, so natural, that she would have never suspected, or even believed, what he was capable of.

 

Lightsider, for his part, was quite pleased with his performance. And the performance of the simulator itself. At least now he had a nice, quiet, private place for him to practice, and with the simulator, he could have any number of virtual opponents and no one would ever know. It was great.

 

Lightsider followed her out of the room. He had to stop suddenly, though, because Shadow herself had stopped just outside the door. Lightsider looked up, and blanched.

 

It seemed to be a mob.

 

“Anou . . . hi?” Lightsider asked.

 

He looked over to the VR monitor, and saw the final image of he and Shadow with the words, “Simultaneous Kill! Draw!” superimposed on the image.

 

“Uh, oh . . . “ Lightsider muttered. He realized then that he’d forgotten to engage the privacy screens. He looked over the crowd, and also realized that many of them seemed to be holding betting tickets. Then he noticed that Shadowdancer had disappeared.

 

Lightsider looked behind him. “What are you hiding behind me for?”

 

Shadowdancer smiled. “Playing the shy woman,” she said softly. “Besides, I needed a screen.” Lightsider heard a little clink that he recognized as a coin being tossed. The elfin woman gave a low, little chuckle. “Let’s say I won, just to get out of here without hurting anyone,” she said enough that the crowd couldn’t hear. “Besides,” she whispered into his ear, “we know the truth.”

 

Lightsider blushed a bit at the close contact, but nodded. “Good idea,” he said. Then he raised his voice. “There’s a bug in the monitoring systems!” he called out to the crowd. “Shadowdancer managed to get a strike in on me right after the monitors froze. She won, fair and square!”

 

The crowd muttered, but seemed to buy the little white lie.

 

All but a few, though.

 

“How can we take your word for it?” an ugly brute insisted. “I wanna see the whole recording!” A few others behind him shouted their agreement.

 

Lightsider sighed. He needed to get out of here, and he didn’t want this kind of trouble. He narrowed his eyes, and raised his palm into the troublemaker’s face.

 

“I suggest,” the doctor said, in a chilling voice, “That you settle your bets, gentlemen.” The group watched in horror as Lightsider’s hand started to glow with Light.

 

Behind him, Shadowdancer caught the cue and emerged herself, lightning crackling on her fingertips.

 

Suddenly, there was a clear path from Lightsider and Shadow straight to the door. Loser or not, they all saw what Lightsider had done to that oak tree. Shadow and Lightsider quickly exited, followed by every pair of eyes in the room. After they were safely away, Shadow smirked. “Were you going to blast him?” she teased.

 

Lightsider gave a sheepish grin. He was once again the geeky doctor. “It was a bluff,” Lightsider admitted. “I’m not sure what would have happened if they called it. Likely I would have been in trouble.”

 

She and Lightsider stopped about a block away from the arcade, and looked at each other. For some reason, the kind that’s never really understood, they burst into giggles.

 

Finally, Lightsider gasped out the laughter, and removed is glasses to rub at his eyes. “All right… what did I owe you for the Style Step win?” he asked as he slid his glasses back on his nose.

 

“Cheesecake,” Shadowdancer giggled. “I’d like to try their strawberry one and the blueberry…,” she straightened, and coughed. “But I want to treat you too.”

 

“Ah… that’s not necessary…,” Lightsider stammered.

 

“Yes it is.” The diminutive woman said solemnly. “You’re the only person I’ve fought for that long in over a hundred and seventy years.” she declared. “And you’re the only person who has ever fought me to a standstill. Therefore, that deserves a reward. I believe you said you liked apple pie…?”

 

Lightsider smiled, finding the smile came easily to him. “Since you put it that way… I’d be honored.”

 

She grinned, eyes still dancing with mirth. “You also can’t pass up a free piece of pie, right?”

 

“Who can?”

 

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“Lightsider-san, may I ask you a question?”

 

Lightsider looked up from the highly unhealthy Boston Cream pie he was destroying. “Uh, yes! Sure!” he licked a bit of cream from his lip, surprised. They’d been eating in silence, absorbed by the good food they had in front of them.

 

Shadowdancer popped a bite of her blueberry cheesecake into her mouth before she continued. “You know… I didn’t know you were cursed.” she saw his eyes widen at her words. “I only found out from Tohru. Forgive me, but it is a very unusual curse.” She nodded at him in slight apology. “I have encountered many curses over the decades, but nothing like yours.”

 

Lightsider’s expression went carefully neutral. “Curse? You mean my kawaii sensitivity? It’s a medical condition . . . .”

 

“‘Medical condition’? Ha!” Shadowdancer wagged her fork at him. “I’m a sorceress, Lightsider-san, and I was a priestess at one time. I know curses.”

 

Lightsider kept the long-practiced neutral look on his face, but his eyes narrowed slightly. “And what would a priestess assassin of Tsuki-Yomi-No-Kami do with a person who carried such a curse?”

 

Shadowdancer gazed at him with some surprise. “How did you….”

 

Lightsider shrugged, and put another forkful of pie in his mouth. “You pick up things when you wander around.”

 

Shadowdancer stared at him, shock written plainly upon her beautiful features. Then she began to chuckle. “I didn’t think anyone would know any more, in this day and age. What gave it away?”

 

Lightsider pointed to the blue gem in Shadow’s forehead with his fork. “That’s not a decoration. It’s a conduit for your power and a connection with the gods. The color indicates Tsuki-Yomi.” He pointed at her clothing. “The robes you wore in the VR simulator were that of a priestess. But, the weapons you carried screamed assassin.” Lightsider stuck his fork into the remainder of his pie. “As I said, you pick things up when you’ve wandered around.” He ate the last bit of the pie, ending his speech.

 

She clapped appreciatively. “Well done! I’d bow, but I’m sitting.”

 

Lightsider inclined his head at Shadow. “Thank you,” he said.

 

“You’re right on all accounts.” she smiled, leaning back. “But even as a priestess-assassin, your curse, good doctor, is a kind I’ve never seen….” the mirth of her voice vanished. “It’s the kind the Kami themselves visit as retribution when death is a kindness.”

 

“Rarely, eh?” Lightsider rubbed his chin. “One might think an immortal such as yourself would have seen more than a few, eh? Oh don’t look so surprised. Of course you’re immortal. The Kami don’t let their servants off so easily. I would think . . . Warring States era by your fighting style.”

 

“Not all servants of the Kami get immortality, good doctor.”

 

“All the really good ones do,” he countered.

 

“Only their most loyal.” she smiled “But at the same time I am a Mihoist, yes?”

 

Lightsider shrugged. “Your affiliation with the Church means little to me, other than that it suggests either Tsuki-Yomi has some designs on it, or that you’re out on your own in the world to see it for a while.”

 

“The latter. They do not contradict each other, and my loyalty is unquestionable.” Shadowdancer shrugged. “But it is through those allegiances that I am able to see the nature of your affliction.”

 

“Of course.” Lightsider accepted a cup of Chamomile tea from a waitress with a grateful nod, and stirred some crystallized honey into it. “You aren’t easily distracted from a point when you latch onto it, are you?” the doctor smiled. “Heaven knows I’ve tried, and over the years, I’ve become quite good at it.”

 

“I used to...” she paused, a strange expression shuttered her eyes, “Hunt oni. They are known to be evasive and… deceptive.”

 

Lightsider frowned slightly. The way she said that . . . . The doctor thought for a minute, and then abandoned the line of thought. Not enough information. Hunting oni was nasty business. Her look could have derived from that. You can’t analyze everything.

 

Oni, eh?” he said instead. “Are you hunting another then, now?”

 

She gave him a look that pierced him through. She moved on suddenly. “I also, at one point, rid places… and people… of curses.” She let him absorb the meaning of her words. He leaned back into his seat as he did, a thoughtful expression on his face.

 

“The curse, as you rightly guessed, was placed upon me by the Kami themselves,” said Lightsider. He took another sip of tea. “Breaking it would be going against he whom you serve.” Lightsider’s cup trembled only slightly when he said this. The memories flooded through him, and he remembered who it was that spoke that night….

 

“Perhaps. As it is though…,” Shadowdancer tapped her fork against her lower lip. “If it were Lord Moon who placed the curse… I would be defying. Nobody said however, that I cannot investigate it.”

 

Lightsider considered this. “Of course,” he said. In this setting, in front of this woman, Lightsider felt strangely at ease. He looked around at the busy restaurant, though, and decided it wasn’t the place for a history lesson. “But if I’m to tell you of the circumstances, I think we should be somewhere… quieter.”

 

Shadowdancer wagged her fork at him chidingly. “Food first, then we talk. We must have our priorities straight, my good doctor.”

 

Lightsider smiled. “Don’t you want something a little more substantial than pie? This place has some great oyakodon1. Just buying you pie after the Jade Chrysanthemum seems somehow inadequate.”

 

Shadowdancer looked at him. “I always came here for the sweet stuff. I never really tried the main dishes.”

 

Lightsider chuckled. “Allow me the pleasure.” He raised his hand and motioned one of the waitresses over. “Two oyakodon, please,” he said.

 

Arigatou.” Shadowdancer grinned. “I figure that we’ll probably forget about eating later anyway.”

 

Lightsider blinked a bit as Shadow took her first bite of the oyakodon. For an instant, he saw someone else there, about the same height, but definitely younger. She was smiling at him.

 

The sudden memory was gone, but Lightsider felt the mental afterimage linger. What was that?

 

“Mmmm.” she purred. “You’re right. This is quite good.”

 

Lightsider tried to cover his sudden discomfiture with a smile and a joke. “One of the best in town!” he said. Why does she seem so . . . familiar?

 

“I’ve been missing out then.” She slurped the hot broth appreciatively.

 

Lightsider dove into his own bowl, and into his own thoughts. The strength of the connection he had felt was immense.

 

He’d felt it before, in the Jade Chrysanthemum, and now here.

 

He’d never felt this strong a connection with anyone for a long time. Well, except for….

 

Clink

 

Shadowdancer put down her soup spoon, looking quite sated. “Aaah.” she sighed, thoroughly satisfied.

 

“Good food. Must remember it.” She looked at him, a relaxed expression on her face. “Thanks.”

 

Lightsider looked up with a smile. He didn’t even realize that his glasses had slipped a bit, and he was looking at Shadow over them. “My pleasure. Always good to eat with your adversary, you know,” he tried to joke.

 

She wrinkled her nose at him. “Foo. Adversaries only on the sparring field. I don’t carry my prejudices out of it. That’s the kind of thinking that fills graveyards.”

 

Lightsider nodded. He realized that his comment could have been misinterpreted, and he was grateful for Shadows tact. “I didn’t mean for us to be enemies,” he said quietly. “In fact, I’d very much like for us to be friends.”

 

She met his eyes and smiled warmly, and he felt his insides go warm with a heat that had nothing to do with the oyakodon. “So would I,” she said, her voice soft and oddly sensual. “So would I.”

 

Lightsider walked out of Anna Miller’s, fuzzy with the warm glow of good food and better companionship. He felt Shadowdancer exit the restaurant, too, and started a bit when she linked her arm with his.

 

“Ah . . . ,” Lightsider said. “So, where to? We can probably find somewhere quiet in a park nearby….”

 

“Actually, I was thinking of my apartment, at the Church. All my research materials are there.” Shadowdancer’s lips were pursed in a thoughtful moue. “At least there I won’t have to improvise.”

 

Lightsider stumbled a bit at this. “Uh… apartment? Well….” Lightsider tried to remember when he’d been asked by a woman back to her dwelling place.

 

He came up blank.

 

“I suppose…. But the Church? They won’t exactly be happy to see me.”

 

She laughed. “I can bring whomever I want to my place. It’s not as if I’ll be disturbed by anyone....” The look she gave him was arch and coy at the same time, her smile suggestive.

 

Lightsider felt heat rise to his face. Centuries of isolation certainly didn’t help one figure out women. Surely she didn’t mean…. Lightsider shook off the notion before it even took hold. Shadowdancer had never been anything but honest with him. If she said they were going for research, then that is what it must be.

 

Unbidden, Tohru’s face appeared before him, almost real enough to touch.

 

Lightsider froze in mid-step, and nearly dropped to his knees. His chest felt tight. He couldn’t breathe. Shadow looked at him in bemusement.

 

“Oh Kami-sama, you’re really red...” she chuckled. “Are you all right?”

 

Lightsider nearly gasped for breath, as the little comment freed him from his own over-reaction. “Uh, yeah…,” he said weakly. “Maybe I ate too much.”

 

“Don’t mind my teasing. I won’t bite,” she laughed.

 

Lightsider smiled at the comment. “I hope not,” he said, relieved that he was master of himself again. “If you bit into me as well as you did that oyakodon, I’d be in trouble!” He laughed and dodged as Shadow tried to smack him.

 

“I’ll have you know men like it when I bite.” she hmfed poutingly

 

Lightsider turned a little redder. “Uh, I, um . . . I’m sure they do,” was all he could manage. He frantically changed the subject. “How are you planning to get me into the Church? I can’t exactly walk through the front door.”

 

“Front door?” she smiled. She wagged her finger slowly at him. “We of the Church permit entry only to a very select few.” Her chuckle was wicked.

 

“I don’t think a doctor of the UFL is going to be high on your list.” Lightsider remarked dryly.

 

“And the chances of a former hostage wanting to go back to his place of capture? Just as high,” she jibed back. “Trust me.”

 

Lightsider shrugged. At worst, he’d get thrown out. He’d taken much worse in his time. Some of it from Shadow herself. Maybe the fact he’d treated so many Mihoist fangirls would work in their favor.

 

“I’m all yours,” he said.

 

Shadowdancer gave an almost predatory grin. “Oh, goody.”

 

Lightsider grimaced, realizing what he’d just said. “Oh, great.”

 

1 A popular Japanese dish, consisting of scrambled eggs and chicken poached in broth, usually with onions, and served on top of rice. Mmmm. Tasty and easy to make. Recipe available if you want it. ^_^

 

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